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Sunday, April 29, 2007
10:53 PM

its been a long time since i last post.
not long ago my exams juz started. i really am thankful i went to church ytd. it was really a word in season for me. im juz gonna trust jesus for the rest of my exams and not work but juz believe that it is all gonna turn out gd for the law is not of faith.

jesus is really the greatest gift of all

Tuesday, April 24, 2007
5:35 AM

事情总算有个了结了- 是我大惊小怪。

im not trying to abolish any memory or watsoever. im juz removing wat i said because i noe that the words that comes out of my mouth have power and i shall only speak good of my situation.

Monday, April 23, 2007
1:32 AM

Some situations seem so overwhelming. But i believe U will make a way for me - im putting my trust and the situations in Ur hands now.
Watever U do, i believe that it will turn out for the good of me.

Abiding in Him

Thursday, April 19, 2007
1:51 AM

Sometimes things do not stay the same as they were before.

wat is the meaning of human existence?

Wednesday, April 18, 2007
1:27 AM

Blogging. What exactly is the use of it anyway? (Yes, an irony it may seem, since im blogging this down)
A blog is a place where ppl write their feelings, experiences. But why do they have to post it up for nearly everyone to see?
I still cannot comprehend the use of a blog - letting ppl know one's feelings and the problems that he is facing - when the things u write can be used against u or for ur gd. And yet knowing that it could be used by other ppl, he still continues blogging.
I guess sometimes ppl are unable to find a place where they can voice themselves and thus resorting to blogging. Or blogging is a way to indirectly tell another person what u want to say when u do not have a courage to. It could be, to a certain extent, the blogger could be an attention seeker - trying so hard to seek other ppl's attention.
Although much had been said, the purpose of blogging remains a mystery to me up till now.

In life, many ppl look to many different places to satisfy themselves. But what are they actually trying to seek?

Tuesday, April 17, 2007
1:53 AM

A perfectionist.This is what most ppl want to be. However, in reality, no one can be a perfectionist due to the fact that each and everyone of us have flaws. One may strive to be a perfectionist but what follows it is only failures, failures and more failures. And not forgetting the emotional hurt that comes with it.
Im not saying that one cannot be able to attain perfection when doing some things but attaining perfection in every single thing u do (including ur thoughts, ur behavior etc) is impossible, if he wants to be perfect.
So why do ppl still want to strive to be perfect? Sometimes is really a mystery - only the person himself will noe. It could be that they are trying to avoid failures so that they will not be hurt in a way or another? Or that they think that if they ever become perfect, they would be happy and satisfied?
Whatever the case may be, i seriously dun care. So live with it.

haha


haha...i seriously dunno why i wrote that in the 1st place.....oh wells....haha.....

sometimes its really amusing, as well as a wonder, to see how much the ppl around u can actually change. haha

Sunday, April 15, 2007
5:41 AM

today didnt noe why so restless and slpy during service....zzz... and now my body is feeling very wierd....haha

exams are in 2 weeks time....haven really started studying...must start tmr already..haha

ppl say that christianity is a religion...but i really beg to differ....yes...christianity may be a religion, but it is juz human terms. it is not a religion. and i dun feel like elaborating on it anws

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
3:43 AM

ytd i finished watching get backers, which was quite a nice anime. i especially like those parts where ginji becomes this cute little form..haha so cute....i think a few of my fav characters are kazuki and akabane...haha(anws i dun think u guys noe wat im talking abt anws..haha)
well, today i did my listening compre for chinese. this listening compre will be used for the mye and my prelims(eeks).hah..i hope i will get like 8/10 correct atleast..but in any case it is in jesus' hands already..so ya.....im not gonna think abt it and bother abt it anymore... haha

come to think of it, time do pass really fast....im already in sec 4 and its the o lvls yr for me...oh wells....haha

Sunday, April 8, 2007
9:04 AM

jere wants me to blog...haha...so i have to blog since he keeps on askign me to blog...haha

well...today didnt go to church cuz i thought i had alot of hw to do...but realised that i did not have that much....dratz..haha...guess i will juz buy the msg cd for this week and listen. at 6pm i went to sams place to learn long chuan....long chuan not an easy song...(i think?) haha....considering its a grade 9 song....i shld be hard....if not it wun live up its reputation for being a grade 9 song.....and today xq wasnt being herself at all....i hope she will cheer up..the only thing i can do now is to pray for her i guess...hah

Saturday, April 7, 2007
7:50 AM

hah...this is my 1st post.....i seriously do not know wat to blog abt...lol
(juz the thought process which u can juz ignore)

wat pastor preached today was really awesome. watever situation that ure in, watever issues/problems/troubles that u are facing, juz touch the grace of god juz like the woman who had the issue of blood for 12yrs.
during these 12 yrs, she spent all her money on physicians to treat her problem but not only did she get better, the problem got worse. when she heared about jesus, she believed that she would be healed if she is able to touch the hem of jesus' garments. she then pressed in and touched the hem of jesus' garment and in an instant, the fountain of her blood dried up and she was completely healed.
the hem of the garment is atually blue in colour. blue, which speaks of grace. but this story does not only limit to healing. watever the problem that ure facing, touch and seek His grace and Him. if u think that ure problem is too small for Him, ure wrong. if God actually takes time to number the hairs on ur head(mat 10:3o) , how will he not take care of the problem ure facing?